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//Wednesday, May 31, 2006//9:40 AM


so long didn't blog liao..so boring.having OA now and the teacher is not here. was given some work to do but most of us are done now.

TODAE IS CHITRA BDAE!!!hehe...i've got nth to write actually.life's so boring!!


*down in my heart;
;that's where memories hold on to.


//Tuesday, May 23, 2006//10:54 AM


ytd was so fun!!sch ended at 1.15 den we girls headed to pasta mania for lunch.after that we were standing one side decideing where to go next when we saw the huge poster advertising the movie "over the hedge".then rachel was tryin to inmitate tis character called hammy or smth(that squrrel wif the big teeth) and her action was so funny that the rest laughed non-stop.after that she still tried to copy some of the other characters which was so funny that made us laugh until stomach ache.haha..in the end linda was suggestin for us to go yishun and we realli did!!on the wae in the mrt..rachel made us laugh again which made us dam pai seh in the train.when we reached yishun we went northpoint walk walk..den went to the arcade and played some games and we took neos!!aft that they accompanied me to a place in yishun called chong pang to buy my contact lens.until now..that stupid thingy jus cant get into my eyes.so sickening la!!aniwae..aft that we walked bac to northpoint.on our wae they..rachel suddenly toked abt smth and we was so into it that we kept laughin.den we went to linda's hse for some purpose(which is a secret among us) and i tried to put that contact lens into my eyes which i failed and failed and failed....so dam irritatin!!arnd 6.30 we left her hse and me and chitra tok the train to amk and 74-ed bac hm!!reached hm at arnd 7.30.had so much fun wif the gers.when u hav rachel..u will luff like mad.

todae we had a long dae n sch.sch ended at 5.15.den dear mit me at j8 and sent me hm.

me ulcers are killing me!!i cant eat and tok much.which is gd la..can go on diet.and bad is..i cant tok properly.there's one on my tongue.in fact..at the middle of my tongue and i mean at the tip.so painful!!can they "grow" on sumwhere else??den i had 3 more at other places.sickening!!


*down in my heart;
;that's where memories hold on to.


//Friday, May 19, 2006//1:39 PM


no sch todae!!woke up arnd 930 to take me 'o' lvl cert frm bartley.den went hougang mall and went hm.later meetin up wif the rest to go to melvin's bbq.todae is his birthdae!!HAPPY BIRTHDAE!!haha..

ytd mediacorp came to our sch.den we saw ben yeo.he's so cute la..i almost went crazy.haha..wanted to take foto wif him but nobody want to accompany me.so sad!den when we were havin our S&W he left!!aft sch we went bugis and i bought a new bag.den we went hm after tat.

its so boring nw!!i wan to go out..but go where??nowhere!!!with hu??no one!!sians...

btw..the previous post was frm samantha blog.i find it veri true and meaningfull so i took it.hehes..


*down in my heart;
;that's where memories hold on to.


////1:25 PM


lots of guys don't know, girls can flare their temper on them, but when the girls turn back, they are actually crying.

A lot of guys don't know, girls won't really get angry with them, because they really love and care about them.

A lot of guys dont know, girls will only nag at the guys they love, and will only be stubborn to the guys they love.

Guys must know, if the girl don't love you, she won't even care about you and nag you, she does so cos she is afraid you will do the wrong stuff.

Guys must know, if the girl don't love you, she won't even vent her anger on you, won't act cute in front of you and won't let you dote her because in front of other people, she is just nothing much.

Guys must know, if the girl don't love you, you won't even have the ability to make her cry, even if you cause her to be angry for you for more than 2days.

All these is because she loves you, and all these is because you don't really understand and care about her.

So, if the both of you often quarrel, you will think she has got bad temper, and she will think you dont give in to her.

So, if the both of you often get into cold war, youwill think she dont love you, and she will think you dont care about her.

So, both of you always ridiculously missed each other, maybe passing each other is a type of saddening helpness and happiness.

Because she loves you, that is why she vents her anger on you and often act cute in front of you.
Because she loves you, that is why she will get angry with you.

And because she loves you, she won't be angry with you for a long period of time.

Do you guys know, every girl's heart is made ofcrystals, flashy but easily broken.

Do you guys know, every girl don't build a wall around herself, you easily land inside her heart and left wounds when you leave.

Every girl doesn't know, in this world, no one can make her cry, because the person who is worthyof her tears won't bear to let her cry.

Every girl will possess this personality, she will be bossy, she will be cold to you, she will tell you togo away, but actually.. in her heart, she wants you to stay..

So please, lift up your ears and open your heart,listen to her desires and needs in her heart, but not listen to those stubborn words from her mouth.

She will watch you turn away, then she will turn away and when she turns away, you won't see hertears, those are tears in her heart.

So if you love her, please always stay by her side.
If you love her, please dote on her more.
If you loveher, please give in more to her.
If you really love her, please listen to her true feelings in her heart, which is a form of screaming.

Please open your arms and hug her.
In the world of love, both of you always hurt each other, as if only this can prove how much you love each other.

But in love, there is no one who is right or wrong, and no such thinkings of me having more than youor you having less than me.

You love her and she loves you, this is already sufficient, you don't have to purposely hurt her,causing both of you to be more sad and weak.

What you need in loving each other is being gentle, being happy, being sweet but not hurting each other.
Don't have cold war, don't be stubborn, not giving into each other, and please don't leave without saying a word..
You must know, when you leave, you see nothing in your eyes, you don't see the tears in her eyes.
The more quietness, the more cold war, this is hurting each other.
No matter how you patch with her, these scars will always exist, no matter how you try to remove it..

Please give her a hug, use it to remove the sadness and tears in her heart.
If she loves you, she won't reject your hug, she will only be afraid of ur coldness and leaving without a word.

So, if you love her, love her everything so that all those attitude problem will become her cuteness.
She don't need you turning away like she said, she only needs your hug and love..


*down in my heart;
;that's where memories hold on to.


170506//Tuesday, May 16, 2006//5:53 PM


SO TIRED!!!having OA now den its SO BORING!!we are msn-ing each other in class now la..haha..if not will slp.jus typed finished an exercise den now tokin to other ppl.haha..the teacher oso hack care.aft this lesson will be account.so dam bored la..todae still got the CCA thingy..dun feel like goin.still have to go bac bartley to take my 'o' lvl cert.cos nid to hand in to the admin office.so irritating!!hais..k la..go hm then blog again.hehe...

pighead love pigface


*down in my heart;
;that's where memories hold on to.


120506//Friday, May 12, 2006//11:09 PM


just got back from work..kindda tired.i was jus blowing balloons all day and giving them to kids la..den had tis orientation thingy den hav to watch tis boring video tape..cos 1st dae ma..hais..still hav to work tml..and sunday..

im alone at hm now..doin nth..dam bored la..my BOYfriend is now at malaysia..happy life la that guy..will be back onli on sunday..i will die..still got so long more..

mother's day is comin!still haven buy anything for my mum.hehs..


*down in my heart;
;that's where memories hold on to.


110606//Thursday, May 11, 2006//10:53 PM


im so bored at hm!!my sis is slping and the rest are out.so dam bored.and i let the tv on in the living room.

aniwae..ms tay came todae!!so we had accounting la..i did listen in class ok..but im still confused abt assets and libilities.me being a student who took POA in secondary sch cannot even get the facts right..what abt those who are new to accounting??no wonder rachel had that blur look on her face when ms tay was tokin.hahs..hmm...aft accounting we had sports and wellness.we got this teacher that i nv see b4 and i forgot her name too..so bored la..i wasnt in the correct sports attire because of my shoes la..so sian..den we run in the hall and had exercises with the balls..i dunno wad u call that but rachel said its for exercising.the ball is 2kg ok!!some even 3kg.cant even lift the ball.aft tat we went hm la..den im so bored now lor..

oh ya..todae is junliang's birthday.i remembered it onli like aft sch when i was topping up my ez-link card for the concession thingy when i saw the date 11 may 2006 den i was like askin jacelyn "todae 11th already ar??my fren's birthday!!"haha..den i faster msg him wishing him la..

nth to write already.tml is a holiday!!no sch..but got work..hais..


*down in my heart;
;that's where memories hold on to.


110606////11:11 AM


im dam bored now!!having office application now and i've finished two exercises already.having my lunch at 12.15pm but ms tay didnt come so we have 3hrs of break!!the gers tot of goin j8 to watch a movie but i got no money!!aniwae..they are jus kidding onli.haha..last period is sports and wellness.so boring..hav to run like mad..and i hate it!!kk..gtg b4 the teacher sees me.happy typin to me!!


*down in my heart;
;that's where memories hold on to.


100606//Wednesday, May 10, 2006//11:32 PM


I LOVE ISQ!!

ISQ is my class and i simply love them!!the gers rock like mad esp rachel..linda..chitra..and mani mani more.i introduce them k?


left to right,top to bottom:chitra, linda, sarah, jasmine, me and jacelyn....oh ya!sumone is missing!!RACHEL!! and here she is(the one in the middle) :


she is so dam look like chicken little!but she doesnt wan to admit it.and linda looks like tweety bird.thats wad chitra said.hahas..rachel can realli make us luff non-stop.she is a joker among us.she is so funni la..cant stand her.one dae i might jus die of laughin too much.then there is also chitra..my secondary sch fren.also like to joke wif rachel.there's also sarah..dont get decieve by her looks.so guai rite..actualli not lor.i was shocked when i noe more abt her.then there's also jasmine and jacelyn.some ppl sae they look like sisters.haha..finally there's linda..the cute one among us.1st dae noe her like quiet quiet..aft a few daes the power come bac den she become crazy already.and some of her actions are cute la..rachel like to make fun of her.haha..aniwae..there are also a few more gers in my class that are fun but i dun hav their pictures.next time then.oh ya..we are also a grp of gers hu likes to take pictures la..sumtimes aft sch or even during lunch we go j8 take neos.den so mani ppl squeeze in one machine and we make so much noise and sweat so much...but its fun la.

started lessons proper also..accounting is wad i hate most.the teacher teaches more in detail and explain real deep unlike mr loo.as for BZF..we are having a mini project la..and my fav is office application where we get to type and type.fun!

there's sports and wellness tml!so bored..and we got our locker todae!!no more heavy bags frm now on!!yeah!



*down in my heart;
;that's where memories hold on to.


090506//Monday, May 08, 2006//9:10 AM


had a game of maple wif pei yu jus nw.tat game is addictive la..cant stop playin.but im tired already so decided to stop.aniwae..todae end sch at 1130.well..actualli we did not hav lessons todae la.its like we report to sch as usual..den the 1st 45mins we got lessons but our OA teacher
did not teach la.she even asked us to relax ourselves b4 goin for the principal's tok at the ite HQ at dover.she even let us off 15mins early to hav our break.is she lazy or is she gd to us?haha..the tok at the HQ was kindda boring at 1st until they changed speaker den it became funni.after the whole talk end..me and my girlfrens wanted to go for lunch b4 heading hm.but we lost our wae arnd dover.the ite dun even hav transport bac for us.we walked for the whole 1/2 hr to 45mins jus to find sp lor...in the end we asked arnd and we took a bus bac to where we come frm den to the mrt station.in the end evryone of us was dam tired tat we went hm instead.took the green line to outram park den took north-east line.met dear at compass for lunch den oso met pei yu and qiang and we had pizza hut.after tat pei yu hav to go so qiang send her hm den dear and me go walk wwalk.went courts and he bought a printer/scanner/copier.aft that he send me hm den he go hm.tats all.tml is goin to b a dam long dae for me.

btw..i got my ezlink card!!and it sux!!


*down in my heart;
;that's where memories hold on to.


040506//Thursday, May 04, 2006//10:50 PM


today is the 3rd day of school!the orientation on the first two days are damn boring.very very boring!!today we offically start class but nothing serious yet.and all lessons end 15mins early!!cause the teacher got nothing to teach.i like office application cause get to use the com and got air con.the teachers are also great..quite funny also.made afew friends..then we talk talk talk...haha..like got alot of things to talk like that..during lunch we went mcdonalds to eat.den walk back school.so far so good la..kkk..tomrrow is the best day cause school is onli from 8 to 11.15am!haha...


*down in my heart;
;that's where memories hold on to.